My Life & My Stand In It

22nd October 2007
2310 hours
Hmm.. Events in life has taken a turn all throughout these past 4 years... Lots of things has changed.. And experiencing it all has made me think about my life and my stand in it once again...
Few months back, after that incident, i have thought about this once and decided to take my stand as a devil... Soft-heartedness and sympathy will only be reserved for my closer friends... All others.. shall see the nonchalant and so called 'heck-care' side of me... BUT.. i failed to do this.. i failed to change my nature to being a complete devil..
Y is it that although i've learnt from my silliness, i still cant bring myself to change?? I really do not want myself unknowingly putting my trust in a person who only APPEARS to be a friend... And giving myself and He/She-Who-Does-Not-Have-Good-Intentions a chance to hurt me myself...
Recent events yet again trigger me to think about these matters, and this is what i think.. please comment on it..
I shall not take sides in quarrels once again. As for my nature, i guess i'll just remain the way i am... I agree with the saying, the world is round, so everything is possible.. Things have happened.. The law of nature shall not be defied... I really hope, that things can and will go smoothly for me but i know its not possible...
Friends out there who read this, I am deeply and truly grateful for all that you've done and all the time you've been with me... To those whom i've once hurt, im sorry... And with this.. I wish all a good night...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

School Life In The 2nd Sem

17th October 2007
2300 hours
Well.. today's been a short but tiring third day back at school.. havent posted for quite long.. lols.. hmm... today was mainly made up of lectures... well.. except for the 1st lesson in the computer lab..
Life's still as boring... Work, learn, revise, recap.. And still the same thing all over again... Well.. Good thing is that we have most of our classmates together again.. Onli a few left our class.. Hopefully i can score as well as i did in my 1st sem in this sem as well... Thats HOPEFULLY... haha....
Well.. nothin much to say really... so.. take care yea? and enjoy ur working/studying life...

Signed Off
LoneDevil