Friday, December 7, 2007

22nd Birthday Thoughts

7th December 2007
0009 hours
Today is the day i officially turn 22 years old.. But somehow this day marks the beginning of a series of more negative than positive events.. IPPT, Common tests.. hais.. Sad to say that i cant celebrate it for now..
One more thing.. William..thanks alot for being the 1st and only (as of the time of this post) person to send me a birthday greeting.. U were once my best fren turned brother.. and u forever will be... See ya after my common tests.. Thanks alot for all the good and bad that u had to go through with me through these past few years..

Signed Off
LoneDevil aka OldLonelyDevil

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

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5th December 2007
0009 hours
What has happened to me? i do not understand.. y am i becoming like that.. i really really feel that sometimes, life is not worth living.. has my existence become more of a nuisance than a source of joy to those around me? Y is it that i have been mistaken and yet, must smile and take it in my stride?? I DUN WAN TO BE FAKE ANYMORE.. let me hurt people.. YES!!! i wan to hurt people... i feel so cooped up trying to keep negative things to myself and exude positive feelings.. -ignore me pls... for those whom i've hurt, forgive me.. if you cant do it, forget me...

Signed Off
LoneDevil