Random thoughts

Some things have set me thinking... Everything that's happening, every single action, and every single response... I thought I had made a good friend, someone whom i could confide in, but NO.. That person made me put my trust in them, but in the end, all they did was to ever break it. Why is it some people do things that hurt others, and still can stupidly smile it through? Why is it some people make you believe in them, only to throw and trample on your trust? Why is it that some people just refuse to learn the easy way, and choose the painful and tough way? Why cant people learn not to say things that they're unable to do? Why do some people never ever treasure those close to them? Cliques, besties, loves, what are all these? Have I become unfeeling? Am I just an empty body with no soul? Do I have to be forced to really close myself off to every other person who I know? Never to let anyone understand me?