22nd Birthday Thoughts

7th December 2007
0009 hours
Today is the day i officially turn 22 years old.. But somehow this day marks the beginning of a series of more negative than positive events.. IPPT, Common tests.. hais.. Sad to say that i cant celebrate it for now..
One more thing.. William..thanks alot for being the 1st and only (as of the time of this post) person to send me a birthday greeting.. U were once my best fren turned brother.. and u forever will be... See ya after my common tests.. Thanks alot for all the good and bad that u had to go through with me through these past few years..

Signed Off
LoneDevil aka OldLonelyDevil

-{ }-

5th December 2007
0009 hours
What has happened to me? i do not understand.. y am i becoming like that.. i really really feel that sometimes, life is not worth living.. has my existence become more of a nuisance than a source of joy to those around me? Y is it that i have been mistaken and yet, must smile and take it in my stride?? I DUN WAN TO BE FAKE ANYMORE.. let me hurt people.. YES!!! i wan to hurt people... i feel so cooped up trying to keep negative things to myself and exude positive feelings.. -ignore me pls... for those whom i've hurt, forgive me.. if you cant do it, forget me...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Slacking In School

21st November 2007
1235 hours
Hi ALL!!!! ITS BEEN A LONG LONG LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIME!!!!! Lols.. havent been posting anything for like 1 month... but now nothing to do so im here...
Hmm.. its only my second lesson and im in the computer lab now.. Supposed to read up on transistors but im now blogging for no reason.. LOLS!!!Well.. life's getting so boring nowadays... Hais... Study and study and study.. its so boring!!!! well.. this is life i guess.. cant do nothing bout it.. so just gotta bear with it and carry on with life.. hehe..
Well ok... Here's wishing all.. Take care and have a happy week ahead...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

My Life & My Stand In It

22nd October 2007
2310 hours
Hmm.. Events in life has taken a turn all throughout these past 4 years... Lots of things has changed.. And experiencing it all has made me think about my life and my stand in it once again...
Few months back, after that incident, i have thought about this once and decided to take my stand as a devil... Soft-heartedness and sympathy will only be reserved for my closer friends... All others.. shall see the nonchalant and so called 'heck-care' side of me... BUT.. i failed to do this.. i failed to change my nature to being a complete devil..
Y is it that although i've learnt from my silliness, i still cant bring myself to change?? I really do not want myself unknowingly putting my trust in a person who only APPEARS to be a friend... And giving myself and He/She-Who-Does-Not-Have-Good-Intentions a chance to hurt me myself...
Recent events yet again trigger me to think about these matters, and this is what i think.. please comment on it..
I shall not take sides in quarrels once again. As for my nature, i guess i'll just remain the way i am... I agree with the saying, the world is round, so everything is possible.. Things have happened.. The law of nature shall not be defied... I really hope, that things can and will go smoothly for me but i know its not possible...
Friends out there who read this, I am deeply and truly grateful for all that you've done and all the time you've been with me... To those whom i've once hurt, im sorry... And with this.. I wish all a good night...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

School Life In The 2nd Sem

17th October 2007
2300 hours
Well.. today's been a short but tiring third day back at school.. havent posted for quite long.. lols.. hmm... today was mainly made up of lectures... well.. except for the 1st lesson in the computer lab..
Life's still as boring... Work, learn, revise, recap.. And still the same thing all over again... Well.. Good thing is that we have most of our classmates together again.. Onli a few left our class.. Hopefully i can score as well as i did in my 1st sem in this sem as well... Thats HOPEFULLY... haha....
Well.. nothin much to say really... so.. take care yea? and enjoy ur working/studying life...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Tiring Day @ Work

14th September 2007
0045 hours
Well.. hey folks!! guess i can say its been quite a tiring day... Not really at work, but both work, and before and after... I'll start off with yesterday... Yesterday was actually just a lazy day... Planned to go watch movie with my buddy JY and KS, but in the end went to chevron for K-ing... JY and Eric told me they felt the earthquake.. well i didnt really feel it though.. hha.. seems that eastern and central singapore had alot of the impact.. Doesnt matter la.. haha.. Sing and sing until 2+ am... then took cab home...
Slept at 3, woke up at 8.. but can't really call it sleeping.. cos its like tossing and turning around in bed only... Went to work at around 9... worked until 5.... tiring... production came (meaning all the stock and retail items)... unpacked and unpacked.. customers non stop.. haha...
Finished work at 5... went home and had a quick shower and changed before going out to meet up with some of my ITE friends.. TW, ZH, JH, AS... few crazy guys i can say.. all pros at pool... Played pool with them.. kena thrashed.. lols...
Now just reached home not long ago... feeling damn shag... so going to slp soon.. tomorrow's gonna be a long day and night... wun be at home for the night... @ECP.. so if any of u go there can find me or call me @ my HP... lols.. well.. i guess tts it..
Good nites!!! Sweet dreams...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Working Time

3rd September 2007
2345 hours
Yo all... haha.. here again... well.. today was sort of my 1st day back at CBTL after not working for so long.. quite boring..lols.. well.. i guess its always this boring.. haha... 1st thing that happened is i broke a plate.. shareen (my manager) must be thinking wat the heck im doing.. 1st day back and i break a plate.. lols!!! well throughout the day i was doing service and bussing... clearing up tables and washing.. quite a fun thing to do actually.. haha... then i had Edi make me a spicy tuna linguine + turkey ham + chicken chunks + chicken sausage... had it packed home.. then WTH!!!! its soooooooo spicy.. drank almost 5 cups of ice water throughout.. lols... but quite nice to eat... especially with the spicy yet mildly sour tomato taste.. hehe...
Anyways.. guess i tink ill say good nite here.. theres nothing much else to say.. xcept that i went siao just now in pool.. was playing against Ian.. he kena stunned by all my tyco's lols!!!! :D
Alrite all.. good nite!! take care.. have a happy holidays!!!!

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Holidays (The Beginning)

29th August 2007
2335 hours
Hmm.. well.. today's the 1st day of the holidays fer me i guess? some others are still having exams through these week.. so all the best to them.. and some have already started b4 me.. so.. yea.. tts it.. lols...
Anyways.. had a rather lazy day today.. was actually supposed to stay home and slack.. but my clsmate called and said she wanna play badminton.. so last min decided to go and play.. but then.. as expected.. the courts were fully booked.. so ended up walking here and there abit while looking for courts but didnt manage to play in the end.. so i went to meet with zh.. then we took bus to bt timah.. ate and slacked.. played pool.. he was still as pro as ever.. lols.. nth to say.. then after tt came home le.. now feeling so cooped up and sians... i need to release my stress. lols..
hmm oh yea.. good nites all!!! sweet dreams..

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Another Boring Night

25th August 2007
0021 hours
Hmm hiya peeps!!! hehe.. im back again.. just felt its been quite some time since i last posted so better come back and post something... anyways..ive been having my exams these few days.. i think i can pass.. i hope so anyways.. lols.. and next tuesday would be my last exam.. and its the HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. im soo looking forward to it.. its such a boring friday night... hais.. lols

Hmm.. i guess i can onli wish u all good night at this point in time.. lols.. and sweet dreams.. see ya all when i have smth interesting to post again..

Night Out @ Marina Bay

19th August 2007
0051 hours
Today was basically a short day, which started off as a very very wet day... it was thundering and storming outside when i woke up at around 10am.. then i went back to sleep and finally dragged my still lazy body to wash up at 11+.. just slacked around, had lunch.. and played some games after that...
Went out at 4pm to marina bay to meet melvin and some other friends for dinner and fireworks... reached there around 5.. usual situation of waiting for latecomers... and then we proceeded to the arcade and played awhile b4 going to eat.. Ate and fooled around abit.. then at 8:45pm, we went across to the big open field and waited there for like 20+mins b4 the fireworks started.. it lasted for about 13 mins... was actually videotaping the fireworks with my hp.. and the kids beside me were like going 'WOW, wah!!! so nice!!! ....... etc etc...' and when i played back my video, i could hear their voices most of the time.. and my friend ian acutally called me halfway through!!!! ARGH!!! crap.. lols.. then after that we played abit of pool and finally came home..
Thats about it i guess... haha.. its late... TOMORROW'S THE EXAMS!!!!!!! hais... alrite then.. good nites all...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Exams Stress

15th August 2007
2019 hours
Exams are coming soon... Its about time to start studying i guess... Well actually my friends came over to study yesterday, but after a while.. we ended up playing mahjong =x... crap la.. i guess i'd better start studying seriously tomorrow.. not much days left...
Anyways.. i just wanna wish all those out there who have their exams soon, good luck to all of u!!!!!

Feelings Deep Down Inside

7th August 2007
2327 hours
Well.. hiya all... today has been a short day but filled with lots of things.. firstly, there's that creativity common test which my chance of passing is as high as the sky falling down.. well after the test, i went out for badminton with 2 of my classmates.. quite a short time onli..but still fun...
When i came online after i reached home, i realised that a fren, whom i met earlier on in the morning b4 i went to school, had just broken up... There was this strange feeling within me since then till now... I really dun understand what is wrong with me now... This feeling, somehow seems like i still like her... I DID like her before.. but... I really dunno what's wrong.. These feelings come and go as they please... I'm just unable to contain them to my own preferences... I hope, that if she sees this blog, please do recover soon... Try to get over it... and become yourself again...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Late Night

4th August 2007
0006 hours
Hmm.. quite late at night?? or should i say 'early' in the morning?? anyways.. time really does seem to fly.. so horribly and amazingly fast... exams coming soon, chalets to be attended.. and lots more.. hopefully, as time passes, i am improving as well.. thats hopefully... anyways.. just wanted to drop a good night to any1 readhing this.. although i highly doubt there is any1 reading this.. haha... alrite then.. gotta go.. see ya...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Damn.. How time flies...

24th July 2007
2020 hours
Well.. to sum it up.. today was quite a short day.. lesson only lasted from 8 - 10am.. nothing interesting really.. Well after that i went to AMK hub with a few classmates... Hanged around the arcade for a while, then went to watch Invisible Target.. Quite a nice show actually... humour and action packed...
After the show, we went down to orchard, then walked over to PS side and over to park lane... by then only 3 of us, daniel, lingkai and me were left... played abit of pool... then after a hour plus, we went home le lor... wat else.. haha
Anyways, i've been thinking today... it seems like just yesterday when i just ord-ed.. and now, i've already studied in NYP for like 3 months plus? and in 1 months time, the semestral exams are coming?... man.. this sux.. time passes so fast it seems like i dun even know what i've been doing... time really waits for no man.. so i guess we just have to look forward to the future...
Mine seems very bleak and foggy though.. i really dun know wat to expect even tomorrow... humans come into and leave from our lives as though time has frozen... its so mysterious.. life is...
Well.. good night all... ill end my thoughts here for today...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Tiring Thursday

19th July 2007
2108 hours
Hey peeps.. here again... hmm.. lets just say its been a long and tiring day.. though in my 1st lesson it was quite fun watching the other groups presenting about their project.. mine's coming next week.. so im about to die >.< lols.. then had a 2 hour break which seemingly flew past.. and before i knew it i had to head for the next lesson already.. then during the lecture at 3, i practically slept in front of the teacher.. though he doesnt mind (does he?), his voice seriously has a lullaby effect... brr... and thats about all.. dunno wat to say already.. ppl been complaining about me writing these things... sianz... =( anyways today i got something interesting to share... its quite true though...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

A fully packed day

15th July 2007
2324 hours
Well.. Hi all... Its been quite the hectic day for me actually.. Had to wake up at 8 am to go to vance's house for our project.. ended waking up late @ 0830... sprung out of bed.. and rushed to wash up and change, then packed some clothes for a cycling session @ east coast later in the evening... Reached vance's @ around 0945... then started doing our projects for both PCB design and Creativity... kinda lame.. but quite fun.. had our lunch @ 1230.. then carried on doing until 1500..
Left his house.. took 858 to airport and transferred to36.. guess i was kinda tired.. fell asleep onboard 36 and overshot the stop i was supposed to stop... i didnt know where i was when i woke up as i was still half asleep.. so flagged a cab and rushed down to east coast park.. was supposed to meet @ 1630... who knows, when i reached, there was NOBODY there!!! walked around abit and waited till 1730 before they all came.. wasted my darn cab fare.. but its over.. so.. yea.. went to rent our bicycles.. and started cycling..
Did a bit of relaxation ride before sprinting.. and all of them were like trying to come at me and trying to make me lose balance.. lucky i still have that little balance in me.. or i would have been shamed.. anyways.. here are some pics which i took..

Some flower garden @ ECP













Candid Shot Of Yahui












Short -> Tall : Yahui, Zhihao, Shihao, TienHao(Me), Soon Ping













Stupid Looking Me @ ECP Jetty

















Shihao.. Handsome rite? haha...

sianzations...

13th July 2007
2143 hours

yawns.. wat a tiring day...well.. tml is the weekends already.. so.. yea.. but its such a boring friday night... went to buy components for my mini project just now... have a badminton session in the afternoon tomorrow... and my friends asked me to play mahjong overnight.. oh man.. should i go or not? hais.. so sianz... wonder what all of u are doing over the weekends.. anyways.. heres a early good night.. and take care

Signed Off
LoneDevil

So tiring...

12th July 2007
2248 hours

Hi all, its been a long and tiring day... Only got 3 hours of sleep yesterday night due to the stupid project report and presentation that had to be handed in today... Well, no choice i guess... Had to compile up the report and send it to my fren so he could print it out this morning for submission during the 1st lesson... And had to do all the animation and presentation details for some stupid personal grooming topic... Sounds kinda lame.. its just some module (personal development... *blechs*) thats wasting our precious time... stupid crap.. but at least i got to know more about shirts(our chosen topic)... well.. only abit more actually...
Well, guess i can say its just another normal school day besides the events in the morning... today got back our DE results for the common test... luckily i got a B+ as well.. but onli 7 people in our class passed? OMG.. i nvr expected this.. i thought i was gonna fail so badly.... but well... working hard is all it takes to change the grades...
Life went on as usual after school.. reached home.. and my frens asked me to go swimming (well not actually swimming, but just relaxing) with him.. so i took a shower... then met my frens... had some light dinner (them.. not me... cos i ate abit in school)... and then went home to change and met up again.. proceeded to the swimming complex.. did the usual routine of going to all the pools.. and looking at girls... (not much to look at actually... not at this time...) so... yea.. after that, went to mac for a quick bite and dispersed from there...
So now.. my energy level is basically at 0.01% (critical level).. about to fall anytime soon.. so... good nite folks.. hope ya all have a nice weekend ahead...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

Any Other Day

10th July 2007
1502 hours

Just like any other day, today started quite early... alarm rang at 0630.. did the usual process of shutting it off and oversleeping.. then went to wash up and the usual... left home at around 0705.. as usual, plugged my mp3 and secluded myself from the world on the way to school... hit yck mrt at around 0740... oh ya.. i study at NYP.. didnt mention it before.. anyways.. walked to school and by the time i reached, i was already drenched in my own sweat... i sure sweat like some chicken.. i hate it.. really...
Lessons started at 0805... some e-lab and tutorial questions made me spend 1 and a 1/2 hour in the e-learning plaza... learnt something new... but i guess i wouldnt mention it or u might just sleep.. haha... then had a short break of 10 mins... (do u even call that a break?) and had to rush over to the next class already... got back our circuit boards that we painstakingly designed over the last 10 to 12 weeks... my circuit looks like some spider web... and we still gotta buy our own components for soldering.. NYP poor.. no choice.. Just like this, another 2 hours passed..
Then at 12, me and my frens went over to south canteen as usual.. ate, talked crap, joked, looked at girls.. blah blah blah... all the usual things that can be done.. all done.. haha.. then they went over to library for the 3 hour break while i left the school... already told teacher i had something on.. so yea..
Went back to yuhua sec.. my sec sch... was acutally planning to visit some teachers and all but... when i reached the gate my fren was already leaving... my fren's an ex student cum relief teacher.. so i didnt go in cos it would have felt awkward... so i basically wasted around 1 hour travelling from yck to lakeside.. hais.. but its ok.. so i went home.. and here i am.. thats wat i've been through for the most part of the day.. boring as usual... now in my room.. staring into empty space...
Well... guess thats all for now.. abit long..and boring.. but i seriously dunno wat else to write about :(... so sorry if its boring.. and as usual.. take care.. and drink more water folks...

Signed Off
LoneDevil

1st Posting =D

9th July 2007
2233 hours

Hi there, well.. nothing much to do so decided to create a blog... just for fun anyways..theres gonna be lots of random rants and stupid posts.. but please put up with it yea? do give me some comments or ideas that i can implement to improve my blog... though im abit slow at understanding things..

hmm.. i guess tonight's just like any other night... its been a long and boring day in school.. finishing up my programming project... getting back my engineering maths common test results.. scored a B+.. not so bad i hope... and now.. counting down the mins before i sms my good fren a happy birthday.. she turns 23 in like 1hr+... ... ... ... ARGH!!! dunno wat to say le.. so... well..just wanna wish all a good nite!!! have a happy week ahead...

Signed Off
LoneDevil